Title:  Stereotypes
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: Eventually NC-17
Length: 2/??
Summary:  Jaejoong has always been so feminine and since before he can remember, he was told that he would most likely be gay.  Now he's out to prove everyone wrong and could hurt his career and his band mates in the process.

Prologue

Chapter 1

 

( Chapter 2 )

Title:  Stereotypes
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: Eventually NC-17
Length: 1/??
Summary:  Jaejoong has always been so feminine and since before he can remember, he was told that he would most likely be gay.  Now he's out to prove everyone wrong and could hurt his career and his band mates in the process.

Prologue

 

( Chapter 1 )

Title:  Stereotypes
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: Eventually NC-17
Length: Prologue/??
Summary:  Jaejoong has always been so feminine and since before he can remember, he was told that he would most likely be gay.  Now he's out to prove everyone wrong and could hurt his career and his band mates in the process.

 

( Prologue )

I don't know what to do.  I fel so completely lost right now.  Inside I feel an empty hole.  I wish I had a friend.  I wish Amanda was here or Danielle.  I don't want to spend Christmas alone.  I wish I could knock some sense into my mother and show her that Scott is not the right man for her but lately I've been wondering if maybe he is the right man and maybe she is just not the woman I thought she was.  She seems so different but maybe I had imagined that her and I were alinke when really she is so different from me.  I feel like I'm home on charity and like I'm not wanted here.  If I wasn't here mom could be at his house more often and he could feel more comfortable in ours.  If I weren't here mom wouldn't have to see what a failure I am.  If I weren't here she wouldn't have to spend more money on food or toiletries or even a fucking christmas present. 
I'm sorry I came home, mom.
There is no way I spending this summer in Ohio.  I'd rather die.
I'm sorry that you don't need me anymore.  You used up all I could give you as I took care of you when dad left.  I took off a year of school so you wouldn't be lonely and worked at a job I hated more than ever. 
Sometimes I dream of just picking up and leaving. Driving my car somewhere anywhere and finding a job.  I could live in my car until I saved enough for a place.  I wouldn't contact anyone from my old life and I would live freely.  But at this point, I'm too scared to do something like that.  I rely too much on the people around me.  I'm afraid that the first time I would get a bit hungry or cold, that'd I come crawling back.  I also wouldn't be able to forgive myself for leaving you to pay off all my loans.  I have options.  Dad, Danielle, or Tara would probably take me in if I asked.  Well, Dad would at least since he's been bugging me about it.  I can last until this dreadful break ends but I hope no one expects me to get out of bed until January 6.

Title: Jaejoong and the Green Knight
Length: Oneshot (about 2000 words)
Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: NC-17
Warning: hetero and homo sex
Summary: Sir Yunho, the Green Knight challenges Sir Jaejoong to a duel.  Based on Sir Gawain and the Green Knight which is written by the Pearl Poet and translated by J.R.R. Tolkien as well as many others but I read J.R.R.  Tolkien's version.

I must admit right now that this is a completely random story and was written at 3am this morning when I thought it was a good idea.  I am now having second thoughts but don't want my lack of sleep to go to waste so please let me know what you think.( jaejoong and the green knight )

Title: A Year Off
Chapter: 3
Rating: Future NC-17
Summary:  Adrian takes a year off college to work and make money.  He gets a job at a hotel and meets some interesting people.  Perhaps he can find true love.

Chapter 3

Title: A Year Off
Chapter: 1/?
Rating: Will get up to NC-17at some point
Summary:  Adrian is taking a year off from college and working his first full time job.  Working the adult life is especially boring since all of his friends are away at school.  Adrian needs to find something or someone to keep himself busy.

Chapter 1




Amanda, this is yaoi so please don't read.  It will prob embarrass me greatly.

So, I have had mixed feeling about today all month.  I had a fraternity scheduled in one of my meeting rooms at work for a party.  I was excited about being able to look at hot guys all night but I was also worried that they would make my job a lot more difficult.  Drunk people always make my job difficult and fraternity guys will always get drunk and become trouble at a party with free alcohol.  My hope were dashed as every guy who walked in had a barbie on their arms.  Fortunately the barbies were nice and chatted with me while their dumb boyfriends made their way to the booze.  I did have some trouble with the drunks but it wasn't soo bad.  The main trouble was that my stupid ass boss scheduled a business meeting in the room across the hall from the party.  Old men in business suits were coming up to me all night complaining about the noise in the next room.  I had to tell the frat boys to quiet down like eight times.  Grrrr!!!  I can't wait until I go back to school so I can be the one being told to shut up instead of the one telling others to shut up.  Another trouble was that the meeting rooms weren't set up right and I had to fix them AGAIN by myself.  This all did help to motivate my to fill out my application to Goshen this evening.  I will be sooo glad to be back in college and around people my own age.  Where I live, eighty percent of the population is over the age of sixty.  We are a town of retirement communities and the closest college is half an hour away.  This is why my best friend here is a sixty five year old man.  LOL!!!  

So, it's Easter and guess where I am?  I'm at work.  I never get a single holiday off.  Grrr!!!!  I am really pissed.  I only got my schedule yesterday so hardly had any time to argue about my working on yet another holiday.  They said that I was the only one available.  At least I get paid time and a half for today and I get the next three days off.  I really need the vacation.  As soon as I get out of here, I'm driving to visit my sister and her kids.  I haven't seen them in ages.  I just bought them new outfits not too long ago so I better take them to them before the kids outgrow them.  Yeah, Amanda, I said this post was gonna be a rant but ranting to you on the phone seemed to have been enough and now I realy don't have anythig left.  I suck at posting. 

3 hours later

Okay, now I am freaking ready to rant.  I just folded to enormous loads of sheets.  This isn't my freaking job but my manager said that because it is a holiday, all the housekeepers got off today.  So, because I have to freaking be here, I have to take over what they would normally do.  I did not go to college so that I could fold sheets.  Grrr!!!  I am sooo mad.  Why do the housekeepers get off but I have to work.  Plus my manager said he was only going to be working a half day himself becuase of the holiday.  Pretty much he just showed up to make sure I'm here and to tell me to do the laundry, clean the lobby, and the Waverly room.  I'm sick and tired of doing things that have nothing to do with what I was hired for.  I am counting down the days until August when I will quit.  And if they think that they are going to get any notice from me then they are dead wrong.  I dream about days when I can scream at snooty guests, throw refrigerators down the stairs, and shred the laundry.  As much as I say that I would love to do all this, I'm a pushover and will never get the courage to do anything.  Now, I'm no longer angry but very sad.  I hope the person who takes my job after me will stick up for themselves. 

So, For weeks now, I've been trying to think of an idea for writing a dbsk yaoi fanfic.  Unfortunately, my creativity has gone out the window.  Everything I think of has already been done, and I should know.  I feel like I have read every dbsk yaoi fanfic in existence.  I started off by reading everything that winglin had to offer and then moved to livejournal.  I must've read a couple thousand.  Anyway, I did come up with somewhat of an idea that I knew no one had ever used and of all things it is a Bible story.  LOL!!!  Now, I'm not a very religious person so this really came out of nowhere but I was thinking of the Bible story where two men were visiting Sodom and Lot took them into his house as guests.  Then in the night, men from all over Sodom came to Lot's house and said, bring out the men who are staying in your house so that we may have sex with them and Lot says no and offers to send out his daughters instead.  Then the family flees the town and Sodom is destroyed.  What brought this to my mind is that the young men visiting Lot must have been really really good looking to be able to attract all the men of the whole town.  Then I wondered if maybe they looked like any of the band members of dbsk because I can hardly imagine any men better looking than them.  LOL!!!  Of course this wouldn't be very realistic as the people who lived in the area at this time looked more middle eastern than east Asian but I'm sure they would get more attention if they were East Asian not only because they are beautiful but also because they would be sooo out of place.  No, I'm not saying middle eastern people aren't beautiful.  I'm actually really attracted to Sayid from Lost.  LOL!!!  So, yeah, I know it is weird to think about.  I probably won't write a fan fic about this because I doubt anyone would want to read it.  I'll keep thinking of ideas.  I don't know why I keep getting these Christian ideas but I think it would be really funny if someone wrote a fanfic where one of dbsk got pregnant with the Messiah.  LOL!!!  I would laugh my ass off. 

Hows that, Amanda, for a post.